Big Brother Naija Season 9 winner, Kellyrae, recently opened up about a deeply traumatic experience he faced after losing all his money to gambling. In a heartfelt conversation with Chude Jideonwo, the reality star revealed that this incident occurred just before he entered the reality show, significantly impacting his mental health and personal relationships.
Kellyrae described how the financial loss plunged him into a state of depression. He felt immense guilt over his inability to provide for his partner, Kassia, which led him to contemplate ending their relationship. He shared, “I had some money, but my desire for more clouded my judgment. I thought that if I could just win big, everything would be fine. Instead, I lost it all and fell into a dark place.”
During this challenging time, Kassia remained a steadfast support, helping him navigate through his struggles. Kellyrae expressed his gratitude, stating, “Every night, I would lie awake, consumed by thoughts of failure and despair. It was Kassia who came to my rescue, reminding me that I wasn’t alone in this fight.”
He recounted a particularly low moment when he suggested to Kassia that they should break up. “I called her one day and said, ‘Let’s just break up. I feel like I don’t have what it takes to really care for you.’ The guilt was overwhelming, and I felt I was failing her by not being the partner she deserved.”
Despite these challenges, Kellyrae acknowledged Kassia’s unwavering support, which was crucial to his recovery. He emphasized the importance of having someone who believes in you during difficult times, highlighting that their relationship grew stronger as they faced these adversities together.
